After weeks of living on an island of gloom
Under a canopy of doubt
With a maze of hopelessness spread
Over a listless brain,
After weeks of being lost in the alleys of
Long stabbing nights,
Your arrival, like a spring, laden with
The sprinkles of Serotonin and hope
Jumpstarted my flat brain.
Despite sweating like a mule
A mercurial stomach
You are my new aquamarine sky
New tranquillity of night
New alertness during a crossword.
Despite initial doubts
And umpteen imperfections of therapy
You have pulled me back
From the railings of bridges
From a gnawing fox of guilt.
(Publication of this poem was prompted by celebrity suicides of Anthony Bourdain and Kate Spade this week. This is a poetic description of views of my patients I have seen over the years. It is a small step to raise awareness about this treatable illness).
( Javed Latoo is a medical doctor and an aspiring poet based in the UK. In his spare time, Dr Latoo writes poetry. His poems have been published in literary magazines and journals. His maiden collection "Gushing Fountain: A Collection of Poems" was published in 2015. Dr Latoo likes to use poetry to explore mental health and philosophy. He edits a project called "The Beautiful Space- A Journal of Mind, Art and Poetry.")
The Beautiful Space-